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Monday, June 28, 2010

What was I thinking seriously? I am the one that is into him but he is not. I should not have felt slighted. Well, it is normal isn't it? I should have never even hoped that there would be any chance. He will never like me, isn't it? I knew it. He only treated me like a friend, no more than that. Haiz, should have known. Spare all those tears.

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Friday, June 25, 2010

There are plenty of events that happened that made me so happy! I am so delighted with my life now.
Let me think...Hmmm..

Finally, after 1 year plus of waiting and hoping, I finally able to move on and get on with my life. I realised that the more I waited and hoped, the more hurt and disappointment that I gotten. I felt that I could have move on earlier but however I managed to move on. Alhamdullilah. :) I realised that ALLAH is always with me in every step of the way and I am thankful for that. Thank you, YA ALLAH.

I have been improving on my daily grades and I managed to get lesser C and most of my grades are a mixture of B and A. I feel that I can get more A(s) and I am going to work my way through it! Although, I was a little disappointed with my results, at least I passed! UT 2 is my breakthrough moment! I am going to make sure that I get a better grades because I know that I am capable of it. YES YES YES ! AIN BOLEH! :D

I got to know a new friend, Balqis. She is a very nice girl. I feel so comfortable talking to her and I felt like I have known her for ages. I just love to talk to her. :) But I also love to talk with my best friends. There are many of good friends that I could find when I am not looking. I am thankful to ALLAH for giving me chance to have them in my life.

And... hehehe... Something happy happened to me. Well, too soon to tell. Let that be a secret. :D I like!

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Wednesday, June 16, 2010


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Saturday, June 12, 2010

My two weeks holiday are finally going to end after these weekend and it is back to normal school weeks with the mundane routine again and again. I must say that I really enjoyed my break. Long sleeps and catching ups to do. :D Anyways, I am so so so not ready yet to go back to school. I just don't know if I am strong enough to face him. What if I cannot do what I have decided to do? What if I chose not to let go again? What if my heart wants to be hurt again? ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHH! streeeeeeeeeeeeessed!
Anyway, I have been snacking a lot today but not proper meals. Goshhhhh!

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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Memang sukar untuk melupakan orang yang pernah singgah di hati kita. Aku fikir, aku sudah cukup kuat untuk melupakannya namun bayangan dia tetap hadir? Aku ingin pergi jauh daripadanya. Dia penipu! Dulu, dia pernah cakap andai aku lari, dia akan datang mengejarku namun apa buktinya? Dia telah hilang. Dulu dia pernah cakap bahawa dia tidak akan pernah melupakan aku, namun apa buktinya? Dia tiada mencariku. Ternyata kenyataanmu palsu! PALSU! Kalau kamu tidak mampu membuktikan, jangan kau hulurkan kata harapan. Sakitnya kehilangan tidak akan pernah kau mengerti.

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