Sunday, February 28, 2010
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Friday, February 12, 2010
P - Prigmal - as quoted from Chemistry Faci
R - Ready to snap her bones when she want to try to intimidate me. HAHAHA - never worked!
I - independent actually and always ready to help
M - More funnier when she is stressed because you can see her weird expressions
A - Always abusing me, asking me to shut up when I didn't say anything at all
L - LOVE YOU!
Thanks for being a good friend. Anyways, don't forget to keep in contact.
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T - Tempting not to love her
H - Happy always and funny all the time
E - Everytime me 'abuse' and laugh me make always ( READ IT FROM THE BACK )
R - Ready to hear our sorrows and happiness
E - Everytime, need her to brighten up your day
S - Sadly, I have longer hair than her! :D
A - Always a helping hand
Thank you for being my friend. I love to be your friend because you are someone that can be counted on when I am in need of a listening ear. :)
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F - Funny girl, always smiling but get stressed up when not much time left for ppt
O - Only laugh the most when with us, ( I HOPE SO )
N - Never fails to cheer people's day up with her infectious smile and laughter
G - Go GA - GA over Cafeworld.
Y - Young, vibrant to the maximum!
A - Always engaged with her 'virtual cooking'
N - Never sure of what to eat for first break and lunch all the time!
Thank you for being my friend. I have always known that you are a great company to have. But best of all, thank you for entertaining my nonsense and always smile because your smile always make my day. :)
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S - Sensational drama queen with her weirdest reactions at times
A - Always laughing at simplest jokes and her laughter often make me smile
N - Never a spoilsport but random lahh
D - Don't care about what people think of her because she is one confident girl
Y - Young, always always make people smile
Thank you for being my friend. I know that you are someone that people can rely on in times of a need for company and a listening ear. I believe strongly that you would be able to succeed because you are smart. I wish to be forever in your list of friends that you would remember. :)
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N - Naughty at times but a loving friend
A - Always make random movements that always spark a smile in people
D - Don't care about what people think when she is with us
Y - Youthful and forever vibrant and funny at times
A - Always care for people around her and a listening ear.
Thank you for being my friend. I am really glad to have met you in this Semester. I always thought that you are pretty and smart. Just have a lot of past events that may have affected your life in a way or two but I know that you are strong enough to overcome this obstacle. :)
LOVED!
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Monday - 8 February 2010 - 1100 hours
Chemistry paper. It was the most dreadest paper for me because I am always scared for Chemistry and despite of weeks of doing the practice questions and reading 6Ps and even resource online, my confident was still low. I know that it is not tough but I get paranoid easily. I guess because I never take Chemistry in Secondary School. So, I was late for the paper, supposed to report at 10.45 am but reported at 10.50 am but haven't start yet so yeah, got a chance to settle down for a while. And, when the UT Key was released and I opened the paper. Seriously, I was chanting, "Bismillah, Allahuakbar and Subhanallah" all the way. But, when I was half way through the paper, heyy. Not baddd. Not that tough after all. HAHAHA. Made me panic for no reason. I think that I can pass this paper. Hopefully. YA ALLAH. :)
Tuesday - 9 February 2010 - 1100 hours
Cognitive paper. I love Cognitive the most because I love languages and also because of the fact that I got straight As for 15 problems. Never in my history. But yeah. :D I was early for the paper. HAHAHA. Oh oh! Before the paper when I was walking to school, pretty eyelashes guy texted me, wished me good luck. So happy! As quoted from Iqmal; Wawawewa. So, I arrived early and was reading the resource about underdetermination. I always get confused with strong and weak underdetermination. I was doing the MCQ and then I decided to scroll down and gosh! 38 questions!!! I was panicking already because I thought that I would not be able to finish. So, I was practically reading the questions as fast as I can. And, cehhh. when I finished the questions, I still have 28 minutes left. Made me panic for no reason. Hmmm. But, I took my time to read all the questions again and add in anything missing. Submitted and then went to find Nadya, Primal, Theresa, Sandy and Fong Yan. Then Sandy and Fong Yan wanted to go home, so I, Nadya and Primal went to eat at W4. Theresa went with her boyfriend. So, we ate and then met Faci to study Maths in the library. Stupid Iqmalaluleehh. Cakap nak kasi chocolates ini dah sampai MRT baru call! Sengaja! Perannngaaai!
Wednesday - 10 February 2010 - 1100 hours
Mathematics II paper. Gosh. I think I can pass the paper but I am pessimistic of getting B above because I screwed up some of the questions. *cries*. I thought that I could have done better but I cannot do anything about it anymore. So, anyway after the paper, as usual waited for the girls, so slow, always! Anyway, then walk to Causeway with them and drop by at Pasar Malam to buy Ramly burger. Bought beef burger then Nadya bought takoyaki balls and some finger foods from Old Chang Kee. And Sandy bought waffle sausage or something. Then we sat at some place opposite the Pasar malam and it was damn windy. Their hairs were flying all over. Lucky I am wearing tudung. Hahaha. Anyways, reached home at 3 and solat then rested before bathing. Doing notes for biology and was super stressed up lah cannn...
Thursday - 11 February 2010 - 1100 hours
Molecular and Cell Biology paper. Three words to describe, 'OH - MY - GOODNESS!'. Like seriously man! damn tough lahh cannn.. When I first read it, oh goshh! I cannot understand what it is all about lahh sehh. Hmmm, anyways.... People usually do questions from top to bottom, i do from bottom to top! But overall, it is manageable. Seriously. Bio - ing is making me biol - ing! However, I manage to finish it though I only had 56 seconds before end of test. Gosh, break my record, I always have at least 15 minutes left before UT ends. But, who cares, I managed to finish my paper on time. After the UT, I, Nadya, Fong Yang, Primal, Sandy, Kaet, XinXin and Yong Kang went to W4 for our lunch at 1. After we eat, met Zeff then we headed to W5 for revision/consultation. Anyways, we revised from 1.45 like that until 6. Then Zeff bade goodbyes and then we went to South foodcourt because Yong Kang, XinXin and Kaet wanted to have their dinner. So, I and Nadya accompanied them before going to library for further revision.Called abg at around 6 plus asking him to fetch me. Then tumpang Nadya to MRT station.Then headed off to NTUC at our house to fetch mum and dad. I was so damn bushed and I just practically ignored everything that abg said/crapping in the car. When we reached NTUC, I was literally clinging on to abg's hand and lying down on his shoulder. I swear, people are going to talk, i mean, ' perempuan pakai tudung manja dengan lelaki kat public' Obviously it would arouse suspicion kan, but what the heck, cari ah mazhab mana yang mengatakan bahawa memegang abg sendiri adalah haram. Anyways, I was literally like melayang. Then dad cakap, okay pergi makan lah. Then dad drove to tempat makan and I was sleeping on abg's lap kat belakang. HAHAHA! Bila lagi nak manja dengan abg sendiri, nanti abg dah nak masuk NS. Balik rumah, then rest for a while, mandi and solat then continue revision. Gosh. Slept at 12. :(
Friday - 12 February 2010 - 1100 hours
Physics paper. THE LAST PAPER.Like seriously, when I first read the questions, I was literally stoned. But when I find questions that I can do, I do it first and yeah, I finished all the questions. I will always finish the paper. It is a habit, don't know why but I feel afraid to know that I find the paper easy. I mean, it has always been so tough and suddenly it is easier, I find that something is wrong. Either I am weird or the paper is easy. Hmmm, supposedly today was our munching time with Iqmal, Serene and Abigail but then ahh, serious shit man! They cannot make it today, so what the heck?! Postponed to tomorrow. Anyway, then supposed to change plans, eat with Nadya, Fong Yang and Sandy but I have no money because money was reserved for tomorrow, so never mind. I went with Diyanah and Syahirah instead. We singgah pasar malam/siang, I went to buy two boxes of takoyaki sotong balls; one for me and another one for abg. Abg initially wanted burger but tukang buat burger takde, my guess is they go solat Jumaat. So, never mind. Bought for Ika Char Kuay Bakar.(lebih kurang lah spelling). Then, I literally look like makcik balik rumah belikan anak makan. Gosh, lucky I have laptop to prove that I am a student. But the MRT is crowded. As usual, peak hours. Anyway, sampai rumah at around 2 plus then went to eat lunch. Then watch TV for a while before praying. Hmmm... Just finished texting Iqmal. Wahhh. He ahh, expected me to reach Woodlands at 12 sharp noon! EEEEEE! matahari tengah menegak lahh cannn! IQMALALALULEEEEEHHHH! Oh whatever!
Terima kasih YA ALLAH. :)
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
I am still thinking that I am in my Semester One and I cannot believe how fast the time have past and I am leaving Semester Two soon, going for another higher level and go to Semester One again but I believe it gets tougher. I have learnt a lot whilst being in RP. I never regretted my decision for making this choice because I believe that when there is a will, there is a way. In RP, I have learnt to speak up and be more independent in doing work because RP gives a chance to learn independently and though it is independent learning, the facilitators are kind enough to give enough guidance to explain about doubts that we have.
I have been revising for many weeks and I think that I am 95% prepared for UT3. I have been focusing on all and a little slacking for Cognitive and Biology. hmmm, what to do. I need to work on my weaker modules but I have done notes for all the problems, bolehlah. Alah, mesti dah tak jumpa pretty eyelashes guy anymore, :( ... and no more handsome faci.. :( ... Tak best lahhh.
Sometimes, I thought that perhaps I didn't really love Mr Sunshine, merely an infatuation that has been bugging my emotions. I guess because I am used to being in his company that I kept craving for more. I just don't know my feelings for you anymore, do I love you or what? I am lost. Lost lost lost lost. What is the meaning of your actions so far? I can never interpret your actions because I simply don't care now. I don't care anymore. No more. I am giving up all single hope that I have. I am moving on.
Ain's mission : Forget him, never fall in love again. Guys are not interested in girls like me. Forget the hope.
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Monday, February 1, 2010
I have always been the one loving. Never the one to be loved. Sometimes, I just wished I am not that soft-hearted and not caring about my feelings, after all.. Only pretty girls get love right? So, this made the simplest conclusion ; ' Ain, you are not pretty and would never get love.. '
You know what, I am going to ignore for now.
Anyways, I am going to revise full - scale and try my utmost best to khatam Quran lagi sekali during the holidays. I want to learn how to bake pastries. It is just too mouth - watering. I wonder how Cef Wan learn how to make delicious pastries. * slurps*
Hahaha. I like guys with pretty eyes. :D Hmmmm. Ohhh, kalau boleh yang beriman lahh. Jadi boleh pimpin me to jalan yang diredhai ALLAH. Ameeenn. Hmmm. Kalau dia pandai nyanyi and main guitar ke, main apa instrument pun okay juga. Kira bonus point lah. Since takde orang yang view my blog, I shall just crap myself.
Hmmmm. It is cognitive today. So, that pretty eyelashes guy is in my team again. I just want to grab the eyelashes and paste to my eyelashes and I don't have to wear mascara anymoreeee! Who can donate me their eyelashes? I want, I want.!!! My eyeliner is finished, then no money to buy. Haiya.. Nak kena simpan duit untuk bayar bil, untuk makan kat Seoul Garden and beli eyeliner. Compact powder pun dah habis.. :( Who can buy for me eyeliner from Silkygirl - Black colour. ??? Hehehe. Jokings. I will just wait until I have enough money. Hmmm. Money money, it is just plastic/ paper but highly sought for.
Oh yes, oh yes. Semester Two is ending soon... :( Not goodddd.... No more my handsome faci. No more pretty eyelashes guy. No more easy topics to learn. No more cognitive. It will be scienceeeee all the wayyyy. :( :(
My mother kata, jadi perempuan kena tau masak and kemas. Then I say, I know how to kemas, masak pun boleh lah tapi takut api. Kena taruk jauh from the api. Scaryyyy! Pergi pasar dah macam selalu sangat. Apek sayur and ikan pun dah kenal my face. Asal nampak my face, berapa ikan mau? Haiyaaa. Ada makcik ingatkan I dah kerja. Do I look that old? Ada makcik suruh berkenalan dengan anak dorang.. Eeeeee! Tak nak lahh. I want to have Masters first then I will consider marriage. Just consider.. Maybe not.. :D
Tapi kan... hehehe. Blog, Ain malu lah. Tak nak cakap. hehe. something happened recently that make me happyyyy. :)
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