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Monday, September 28, 2009

Five months have past and I have not plucked enough courage to tell you what I felt about you.
Five months have past and I am still unable to forget you and ignored your antics.
Five months have past and I still cannot let go of you.
Five months have past and I am stubborn enough to continue caring for you.
Five months have past and I refused to stop reminiscing of our time spent together.

Why does the feelings come when it is meant to be forgotten?
Why did you come when it is never meant for me?
Why am I always be the only one with the feelings?
Why am I always so soft hearted to fall for a guy?
Why didn't I just ignore all the guys in the world and focus?

Have you ever stopped to think that I actually care for you? I guess not. Never. Never mind.


My mr sunshine, it is time I continue to live in darkness again.


Meera Biya. Goodbye. :)



With lots of love and care,
AiN.
=)

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Friday, September 25, 2009

It has been a mix of emotions circling through my mind and I am not sure what is truthful that is a fact or a lie. I have been trying to be in denial for all my feelings and I refused to accept the feelings that is blossoming in my heart.
I just checked my UT results, I want to jump in joy but I also want to bask in tears. I am just unsure of my feelings lately. I want to improve my studies and I really wished to get a good grade. I don't want to fail again. Not again.

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Hey everyone. I am back again after many weeks of not updating my blog. Anyways, it has been quite a boring holiday for me. Well, firstly, it is fasting month and holidays during the fasting months is such a bore. I cannot really hang out till late evenings. Bored-NESS!
Anyways, it has been quite a while since I kept in touch with the class. I miss them ALL! Hmmm, I want to eat at Seoul Garden with them,eating while catching up with each other are the best! We should all eat at Bugis. Book the whole place to ourselves, okay.. maybe not lahh.
I want to see my Mr Sunshine badly. I want to see into his eyes and talked for hours and hours. I want to laugh at his jokes and smile always because of him. He is the best. His smile is mesmerising and seriously, he can make you laugh even at the topic that you once hated to talk about. He made people special with the way he goes around.
Awwww.. Hawwwts! :)

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